zouis

hello meet my zouis~
da lama ngk update blog.. mpe lupa w cara pakeny ==a

any way, zouis say hello to everyone

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I Mean It

Long time not post anything. Lately i'm super lazy to blogging >o<

Many things have happened since months ago, i just thinking it's time for us to open our heart of friendship..

Honestly, i pissed with this recent friendship.. A lot lot of problems showed up that will affect us in future. 

Then, me & Jes decided to write a diary (yeah we're seperate by island so what?) and we planned, every 1 weeks i will sent the book to Medan and every 3 weeks Jes will sent the book back to m at Jakarta. This book just like our old diary which filled with our stories and jokes and moods. But this new one i would like to allow some new-good-friends i met months ago to share their stories of life too, i mean this one isn't limited to GG's members..

I put some old and new photos to the book, just cant wait to receive the book next month ^^

Love,
Yen Lee

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Circle of Friends

We were made to love and be loved

But the price this world demands

Would cost us far too much

I spent so many lonely years just trying to fit in

Now I've found my place in this circle of friends

If you weep, I will weep with you
If you sing for joy the rest of us
Will lift our voices too
But no matter what you feel inside there's no need to pretend
That's the way it is in this circle of friends

We people, at least ever felf left over by our other friends.. Yes, they are our friends, but not our bestfriends.. A bestfriends is someone who never will left you aside, you are always he/she/their first priority..  First i felt like i got a bestfriends is when i'm at junior highschool, her name is Susi. A very kind and very very very patient girl i've ever meet until now! We have same hobbies, sometimes have same stories, ideas etc.. Then i meet again in the same class with Jesse.. Then Meg too, she joined us..

Time we spent together was too precious! I can act like i am, they also did.. But the Senior highschool separate us.. Me, Jes and Meg in the same class but Susi's no :( she also choose different mayor from us too so we totally separated.. Only sometimes we meet we talked; for a little time..

Wish i can have a long & good chat with her again if i have time.. Ofcourse its better if Jes and Meg join ;)

Nostalgic mode :p

Yen Lee

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I Wish

No doubt i have many good friends; Jesse, Meg, Erlyana, Porksen, Huang, Fung, Ben, Nyonk, and Fincit.

But really our frindship can really last longer and longer?

Kinda feel some of us have separated away, some with their own activities, works, studies, and their new friends.. Thing i wanna say here is not about possesive things in our friendyacht,, but how we act.. Honestly, the only highschool /juniorHS friends that still in contact with me everyday is Jesse only. How many homework and how many work she has, we still mssge each other.. Sometimes chat with Porksen and Meg..

How about the others??

-. Like wind blown away.. I just really missed my schooldays back then, not just for sometimes, but everyimes everyday.. how we spend our times together, we played together, we troublesome we were to our teachers, etc etc.. Not only missing Jesse, but the 8 others ARE too important much for me.

But now, even i texted them sometimes, with some words they texted me back and no reply again.. This sort of habit make me lazy and lazier to start the chat..

You know? Like one way communication, blablabla..

I'm not blamming or anything, there's sky above sky; and there's much better friends you have than us. Just one, appreciate when your friends when they still care about you. They always open their hands to help u anytime, to ready for you any moment, and for you people who just coming to your friends when you need them, i think you should be grateful enough they still care you..

Treasure your friends like you treasure your precious other treasure..

happy night my yatcher,

Yen Lee

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